Ooops my last mid-term school holiday that I will ever had in my high school time had passed half of it just like that! D: I didn't really study my brother's book because after the post I got emitted into a hospital and well yeah I slacked 3 days straight in there feeling awful because of dengue :( I don't want to recall those bad memories we'll move on to the other details about my holiday, oh btw, getting sick doesn't literally mean you will lose weight, I actually gained weight throughout my stay in the hospital ha-ha- maybe I am some sad exception :L [stamp on] "sad case!"
Because of that, I skipped 2 goey's and 2 pmo practice making me unable to join them for the exchange programme because I was too embarrassed that if I just pop out suddenly not preparing a single thing the song and stuff... but It was actually okay to go after viewing some of their pictures online, but ah well, who cares? there's no such super cute guy there haha "hey! that's the point of exchange programme okay? xD" you devious kid :P
okay, so my first week of holiday was spent in the hospital including the two original to be school day "exam dayyy" to be exact just because of dengue aih :< then the second week just struck by like this ! I had already passed half of it like slacking throughout the day for movies shows dramasss well I actually enjoyed the variety show alot heheh.
I didn't actually know my parents care for the word I say that much until now :< I just simply blarred that "hey! no travelling this year! spm!" and they took it very seriously that they really cancelled our trip out for me to study... hey! its holiday :( I seriously can't control myself to study ya' knoww; I know my plan for how to start studying but I just couldn't start and I don't feel like starting too aish :< what weight-loss stuff ahh, I'm too lazy for them :<
At the "so-called-first day of my holiday" I'm even lazy to download dramas... just look at my level of laziness, how will I start to study and exercise??? I seriously hope I could sunk into my couch forever <3 {for now} haha!
Oh ya, btw the real reason why I open back up my banana boat is because weee! I received the interview letter from AFS today! I am soo happy :D Seriously, I really don't want to disappoint myself because I had been anticipating this program since last year end when I first find out about it when I was surfing the internet for volunteering programs :< I feel very happy , nervous and I don't know I don't know what effort I could make to secure my place in here... This "ocean-like" interview is just the first part of all... just the small letter the "preliminary form" already took half my soul away by making my mind thinking of it constantly and now after receiving more concrete hope I seriously don't want to lose this chance of studying abroad at korea!!!!
Well, this hope is not even concrete to be honest, you still haven't went to the interview!! First of all, I really hope myself to get into shape first, since like as you know mommy as a interviewer says that they would not choose fat people, they would prefer healthy people..
Well next, its like I made a huge mistake after the submition.. I called to add Germany as my third option like I literally begged for that but I had regretted! During my time in the hospital I had thought a lot, and I seriously wanted to go to Korea, I had made my choice and my only choice - South Korea, I don't want to think anything more, that's where I want to go like seriously, I seriously need to grab this chance hard as it had been my dream to go there ever since I had met them hahahaha! "fan-girls" I always day-dream nowadays about my exchange year there... I seriously hope for that to happen!
I really don't want to disappoint myself T^T I'm putting a really high hope on myself now ottoke I'm really scared :< ! I must really do well in the first ever challenge! azzsa assa! First of all, the documents :> recommend letters hmm
1.pn.hun? why? I need some reasons for that tho
2.mdm lee hates me you need to know T^T
3.blahh hidayah I actually need to get my cert from her -.- I'm really annoyed about that now just because of a silly act of a brainless measly shit
4. well actually it doesn't necessary need to be someone right? ahahaa are you saying that you are going fake!? whaat! How could you think of that you de3viousss :PP
okay now the certs
1.I don't know precisely what certs I have actually I would need to check them out tomorrow and photostat somee I'm sure they aren't really serious on these stuff heh
the results
1.pmr
2.f4 last term IT SUCKS T_T (but ahh what could I do??
review what u had wrote beforee!!
and list out what you would answer if they ask
1.yourself
2.malaysia
3.why choose youu
4.why korea
5.why i suddenly add germany ahhh sooo stupiddd xPPPP
well it was because I was scared that they might miss out my application okay it's a devious trick to make them look at my stuff I knoww T^T heh regret ! regret all you want now!!!
okay now bongchong ahh go review the paper and pee and continue some midnight show!! <3 b1a4 jungjinyoung is true love {less than 3!}
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