It's this SUNDAY! 8D

Sooo... I handed in my letter of interview (??) to our school counsellor and she looks happy that we had been accepted to go for the interviewing session and if you notice "we" ! haha! I found a school mate that was also accepted(well this term is not very accurate because its just the first step of interviewing like, we are not literally accepted we still need to undergo aloot of processssssssss  just by thinking about that I feel so worried and well sad heh :<) but then seriously I got a lot of support and encouragement from my trusty friend yiqing :DD she believe that I hold a high chance of being accepted! :DD well I really hope soo~ so I really need to do well to not put her down hmm

 

hmm back to the counsellor stuff, so, ms shirlena told us that we should prepare some basic knowledge about malaysia's basic cultures and stuff hmm soo today I open up this post to post some basic knowledge here... I wonder what should I post hmm actually since I'm from the culture and theater club maybe they would expect more from me hmm maybe I should search for the names of some traditional dances (because I never really remember their nameee xD) well let's gogogo!!

 

malay-mak yong, zapin, joget, kuda kepang, silat, lilin

chinese- well I dance those ethnic in china

indian - bharata natyam(poetry dramatic) , bhangra (heavy beat, lively)

 

(I suddenly got lazy because I don't think they will be so strict about these stuff right *yawns* let just stay original xD)

 

okaay now lets go in point form.... oh no I'm so lazy I'll just plan some in school tomorrow ah lazzyyy lets watch the other half part of roommate ep5!! xD

Oh my my darling

I'm sososo nervous right now! so, it's actually not thaat big amount of people participating like from what I expect... but it's still a huge amount gahh! I need to compete with more than 550 people from all over Malaysia! ahh! could I do my best to over power them? haha! actually I think I caan! of course I can! who are you? you are sookyan! xD so what makes a different by that? you are not some national squash player or what TT wua I'm going to cryy! the interview had started yesterday at Johor and today at sabah/sarawak? I'm not suree and damansara is the last to have the interview 22 of junee oh my my~ I'd googled some stuff about the interview yesterday and well.. first of all they will have some sort of group activity running outside the interview room and I have to be present by 7 with my pakaian sukan which I better wear a long pants because our school have shorts as our exercising uniform I will explain to them why I wear like that if needed haha!

thenn, its like parent session from 7:30 to 8:30 then I would need to wave goodbye to my mom and like "I'll call you later when I'm done lovess muackss"! or I would be very nervous and I hug them all day long? hahahaha I don't know I think I am number 40+ something I would need to wait for quite an amount of timeee! (hope I get to meet some great people from the group activity haha some guyyy xP) "hey stop dreaming that you would meet someone like jinyoung! he's one of a kind...NOT! I WILL MEET SOMEONE LIKE HIM OR I'LL HAVE TO KIDNAP JINYOUNG AND MARRY HIM AHAHA XD" heyyy heyy stoop! you're going off topic and Crazy! ahaha okaay~

So... then later I would need to enter the interview room when it's my turnn! I think I suck at these stuff I always prepare myself so hard then regret at the last minute for no reason and submit some rubbish shit stuff when its the time :< I always don't realize that if I didn't grab this chance there will be no more and stop hoping for more chances like this heyy! don't tell yourself its okay to lose it's okay if you can't get it it's so hard and stuff and maybe someone else who prepares more deserves it more and stuff hey no! you prepared a lot right! well mentally ha-ha xD but its your time to shine this time make people trust youu! let your family know you can do it! don't lose hope! hey! girl! (b1aa4!!!) wait.. xP hey girl! you can do it!! (nomu joah nomu joah ottoke molla molla molla molla ottoke~~ ije nanuen nae sarang hanleeee~~) woooo~~! heyyyyyyy you sicko xD
okayyy and what will happend in the interview room??? okay, it will be something like this..
me: Hi! My name is Siew Sook Yan these are my results, certificates and testimonials :D
interviewer (i): thankyou :) describe yourself!
me: Okayy so I'm a not ordinary high school student because I'm a chsian! haha! (wait this is so wrooong!!) (then what should I start off with?? I don't knoww xDD)
me: Okay so Hi~ I'm sookyan currently form 5 studying science stream in catholic high school :D I participate in our school's culture and theater club, the chinese orchestra and the archery club! I'm once in our cheerleading team and netball squad but I quitted to fully emit myself in my club activities heh. I think I actually devote myself too much into the culture club because of my love towards the culture and also maybe because of my love towards performing I think I belong to the stage, I love living on the stage haha

well, next about my personalities I think I'm cheerful alwaysss and I'm a happy go lucky kid :P and also a chatterbox! haha! I couldn't stop myself from talking blebleble and from what other say about mee they say I'm cute (well because I'm short ehe) and I look sexy when I dance because I look soo enjoyed when I'm dancing haha and people also say I'm quite straight forward haha I don't keep secretes :P but I doesn't hurt other's feelingw :>> !

Okay now about my hobbyy it's all about artt haha! I'm an artistic person! I'm a traditional dancer I dance all different races' dance and I love them aloot! I also play many musical instruments well starting from primary school when I'm in our school band, I play the trumpet! then in the secondary school when I join the chinese orchestra I choose to major in pipa (a traditional chinese instrument) and my sub is cello and double bass! we just had a concert a month before! I had performed in it! It's very grand not those small school stuff for charity and so onn heh well about a singing skills I think I'm just a bathroom singer xD
well and my baad spot is that I'm not mature I always need to lean towards someone for advices before I make a big decisions like the king also need a counsellor rightt haha I always seek advices from my trusty friends and most my mother well sometimes I interpret my stuff wrongly and made wrong decisions that I regret but I always do come to a great conclusion in the end just like the choice for the destination abroad I had made up my mind and I only have one choice now SOUTH KOREA! haha! this had burdened me a lot since the first day I know about this student exchange programme

okay now my dreaaam I want to be a interculturalist :D no matter in what field haha but I can't make sure myself to truly love it if I hadn't experience it before so this year program is a great way to let me expose more towards stuff like this and also bringing me away from my family members for me to truly know and find out myself be independence and make sure what I want to do in my life :D

other questions
i:promote malaysia
i:why south korea
i:tell me about afs
i: danceee xP

okay I'm very lazy now let me discuss about this tmr I want to enjoy some jinyoung now lazyyyyyy! hey I'm procrastinatorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

The last mid-term holiday!?

Ooops my last mid-term school holiday that I will ever had in my high school time had passed half of it just like that! D: I didn't really study my brother's book because after the post I got emitted into a hospital and well yeah I slacked 3 days straight in there feeling awful because of dengue :( I don't want to recall those bad memories we'll move on to the other details about my holiday, oh btw, getting sick doesn't literally mean you will lose weight, I actually gained weight throughout my stay in the hospital ha-ha- maybe I am some sad exception :L [stamp on] "sad case!"

Because of that, I skipped 2 goey's and 2 pmo practice making me unable to join them for the exchange programme because I was too embarrassed that if I just pop out suddenly not preparing a single thing the song and stuff... but It was actually okay to go after viewing some of their pictures online, but ah well, who cares? there's no such super cute guy there haha "hey! that's the point of exchange programme okay? xD" you devious kid :P 

okay, so my first week of holiday was spent in the hospital including the two original to be school day "exam dayyy" to be exact just because of dengue aih :< then the second week just struck by like this ! I had already passed half of it like slacking throughout the day for movies shows dramasss well I actually enjoyed the variety show alot heheh.

I didn't actually know my parents care for the word I say that much until now :< I just simply blarred that "hey! no travelling this year! spm!" and they took it very seriously that they really cancelled our trip out for me to study... hey! its holiday :( I seriously can't control myself to study ya' knoww; I know my plan for how to start studying but I just couldn't start and I don't feel like starting too aish :< what weight-loss stuff ahh, I'm too lazy for them :<

At the "so-called-first day of my holiday" I'm even lazy to download dramas... just look at my level of laziness, how will I start to study and exercise??? I seriously hope I could sunk into my couch forever <3 {for now} haha!

Oh ya, btw the real reason why I open back up my banana boat is because weee! I received the interview letter from AFS today! I am soo happy :D Seriously, I really don't want to disappoint myself because I had been anticipating this program since last year end when I first find out about it when I was surfing the internet for volunteering programs :< I feel very happy , nervous and I don't know I don't know what effort I could make to secure my place in here... This "ocean-like" interview is just the first part of all... just the small letter the "preliminary form" already took half my soul away by making my mind thinking of it constantly and now after receiving more concrete hope I seriously don't want to lose this chance of studying abroad at korea!!!!

Well, this hope is not even concrete to be honest, you still haven't went to the interview!! First of all, I really hope myself to get into shape first, since like as you know mommy as a interviewer says that they would not choose fat people, they would prefer healthy people..

Well next, its like I made a huge mistake after the submition.. I called to add Germany as my third option like I literally begged for that but I had regretted! During my time in the hospital I had thought a lot, and I seriously wanted to go to Korea, I had made my choice and my only choice - South Korea, I don't want to think anything more, that's where I want to go like seriously, I seriously need to grab this chance hard as it had been my dream to go there ever since I had met them hahahaha! "fan-girls" I always day-dream nowadays about my exchange year there... I seriously hope for that to happen!

I really don't want to disappoint myself T^T I'm putting a really high hope on myself now ottoke I'm really scared :< ! I must really do well in the first ever challenge! azzsa assa! First of all, the documents :> recommend letters hmm

1.pn.hun? why? I need some reasons for that tho
2.mdm lee hates me you need to know T^T
3.blahh hidayah I actually need to get my cert from her -.- I'm really annoyed about that now just because of a silly act of a brainless measly shit
4. well actually it doesn't necessary need to be someone right? ahahaa are you saying that you are going fake!? whaat! How could you think of that you de3viousss :PP

okay now the certs
1.I don't know precisely what certs I have actually I would need to check them out tomorrow and photostat somee I'm sure they aren't really serious on these stuff heh
the results
1.pmr
2.f4 last term IT SUCKS T_T (but ahh what could I do??

review what u had wrote beforee!!
and list out what you would answer if they ask
1.yourself
2.malaysia
3.why choose youu
4.why korea
5.why i suddenly add germany ahhh sooo stupiddd xPPPP
well it was because I was scared that they might miss out my application okay it's a devious trick to make them look at my stuff I knoww T^T heh regret ! regret all you want now!!!

okay now bongchong ahh go review the paper and pee and continue some midnight show!! <3 b1a4 jungjinyoung is true love {less than 3!}