Thursday, 5 June 2014

Oh my my darling

I'm sososo nervous right now! so, it's actually not thaat big amount of people participating like from what I expect... but it's still a huge amount gahh! I need to compete with more than 550 people from all over Malaysia! ahh! could I do my best to over power them? haha! actually I think I caan! of course I can! who are you? you are sookyan! xD so what makes a different by that? you are not some national squash player or what TT wua I'm going to cryy! the interview had started yesterday at Johor and today at sabah/sarawak? I'm not suree and damansara is the last to have the interview 22 of junee oh my my~ I'd googled some stuff about the interview yesterday and well.. first of all they will have some sort of group activity running outside the interview room and I have to be present by 7 with my pakaian sukan which I better wear a long pants because our school have shorts as our exercising uniform I will explain to them why I wear like that if needed haha!

thenn, its like parent session from 7:30 to 8:30 then I would need to wave goodbye to my mom and like "I'll call you later when I'm done lovess muackss"! or I would be very nervous and I hug them all day long? hahahaha I don't know I think I am number 40+ something I would need to wait for quite an amount of timeee! (hope I get to meet some great people from the group activity haha some guyyy xP) "hey stop dreaming that you would meet someone like jinyoung! he's one of a kind...NOT! I WILL MEET SOMEONE LIKE HIM OR I'LL HAVE TO KIDNAP JINYOUNG AND MARRY HIM AHAHA XD" heyyy heyy stoop! you're going off topic and Crazy! ahaha okaay~

So... then later I would need to enter the interview room when it's my turnn! I think I suck at these stuff I always prepare myself so hard then regret at the last minute for no reason and submit some rubbish shit stuff when its the time :< I always don't realize that if I didn't grab this chance there will be no more and stop hoping for more chances like this heyy! don't tell yourself its okay to lose it's okay if you can't get it it's so hard and stuff and maybe someone else who prepares more deserves it more and stuff hey no! you prepared a lot right! well mentally ha-ha xD but its your time to shine this time make people trust youu! let your family know you can do it! don't lose hope! hey! girl! (b1aa4!!!) wait.. xP hey girl! you can do it!! (nomu joah nomu joah ottoke molla molla molla molla ottoke~~ ije nanuen nae sarang hanleeee~~) woooo~~! heyyyyyyy you sicko xD
okayyy and what will happend in the interview room??? okay, it will be something like this..
me: Hi! My name is Siew Sook Yan these are my results, certificates and testimonials :D
interviewer (i): thankyou :) describe yourself!
me: Okayy so I'm a not ordinary high school student because I'm a chsian! haha! (wait this is so wrooong!!) (then what should I start off with?? I don't knoww xDD)
me: Okay so Hi~ I'm sookyan currently form 5 studying science stream in catholic high school :D I participate in our school's culture and theater club, the chinese orchestra and the archery club! I'm once in our cheerleading team and netball squad but I quitted to fully emit myself in my club activities heh. I think I actually devote myself too much into the culture club because of my love towards the culture and also maybe because of my love towards performing I think I belong to the stage, I love living on the stage haha

well, next about my personalities I think I'm cheerful alwaysss and I'm a happy go lucky kid :P and also a chatterbox! haha! I couldn't stop myself from talking blebleble and from what other say about mee they say I'm cute (well because I'm short ehe) and I look sexy when I dance because I look soo enjoyed when I'm dancing haha and people also say I'm quite straight forward haha I don't keep secretes :P but I doesn't hurt other's feelingw :>> !

Okay now about my hobbyy it's all about artt haha! I'm an artistic person! I'm a traditional dancer I dance all different races' dance and I love them aloot! I also play many musical instruments well starting from primary school when I'm in our school band, I play the trumpet! then in the secondary school when I join the chinese orchestra I choose to major in pipa (a traditional chinese instrument) and my sub is cello and double bass! we just had a concert a month before! I had performed in it! It's very grand not those small school stuff for charity and so onn heh well about a singing skills I think I'm just a bathroom singer xD
well and my baad spot is that I'm not mature I always need to lean towards someone for advices before I make a big decisions like the king also need a counsellor rightt haha I always seek advices from my trusty friends and most my mother well sometimes I interpret my stuff wrongly and made wrong decisions that I regret but I always do come to a great conclusion in the end just like the choice for the destination abroad I had made up my mind and I only have one choice now SOUTH KOREA! haha! this had burdened me a lot since the first day I know about this student exchange programme

okay now my dreaaam I want to be a interculturalist :D no matter in what field haha but I can't make sure myself to truly love it if I hadn't experience it before so this year program is a great way to let me expose more towards stuff like this and also bringing me away from my family members for me to truly know and find out myself be independence and make sure what I want to do in my life :D

other questions
i:promote malaysia
i:why south korea
i:tell me about afs
i: danceee xP


okay I'm very lazy now let me discuss about this tmr I want to enjoy some jinyoung now lazyyyyyy! hey I'm procrastinatorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


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